..Haiz

Wah!!!!!It is going open school already!!! I don't know I should happy or sad...Happy for can gathering with all my friends again^^ Sad for need to study again...Haiz...

This holiday,I just working working and working....That day,I working at Prime City...that day is the most stupid day of my working days..That day is a indian wedding ceremony,well they quite fussy== And one of my friends he split up a bowl of shark fins soup!!!!Of course,sure been scolded by our manager...But that is ok..What is most stupid things they did are..the time to close is arrive..but they don't want to leave== Then our manger go to invite them to leave== Hahaha

Is going open school...Hope have a happy new year~XD

Wahahhahaha XD

Two good news...

1st:
Today PMR result released~!!! Hahhahaha,not bad la me...I got 7A1B.B is wad subject? My most poorest Chinese...What is funny was,my class teacher said to me when she 1st saw me:Aiya yan! awak miss satu! Then I ask her what I missed,she said forget== Then I nervous already.... Until I get the sheet...Just know my BC get B o.o But for me is not bad already lar...The crazy girl cry before she get the result, after she get straight A cry again==!!! Anyway Congratz her~!

2nd:
Yesterday is my uniform squad farewell...I like this farewell cause I feel much closer to all senior....And hope them have a bright future~!^^ We play water there, bbq ther and many more~!Quiet fun day~

Lastly, preparing for our next year study~! Hope you all start already because we really start already~^^ XD

今年.....

今年.

我上了早上班,

第一次读第一班.

今年..

我认识了两位傻婆,

常跟他们玩,聊天,

常一起出来温习功课,

常放学后一起吃饭.

很过瘾.

今年...

我参加了一个很活跃的制服团体,红星月会.

我也参加了人生第一次的生活营.

我也首次的被选为委员,

也尝试过了当委员的感觉.

今年....

我参与了PMR,

考前很紧张;

考后却无聊..

今年.....

家里发生了很多事情,

我店停止营业了..

家里收入不稳定.

今年......

我开始了我第一份工作

真正的帮人家打工

餐厅捧餐的和学徒..

虽然不是很辛苦,

但学了很多东西...

也乐在其中.

今年.......

我领了我第一份薪水.

也一瞬间的花完了,

不是乱花,

是帮补家用.

今年........

我生日过得最悲惨,

寿星们都哭了...

搞到没气氛了.

今年........

居銮电影院有了3D电影...

可惜我没金钱去体会.

今年.........

我去了P.Dickson玩,

不用我出一分钱,有点不好意思..

不过那里真的很美......

今年..........

我用了差不多3年的电话坏了...

伤心,

因为没钱修

也没钱买新的,

只好用回旧电话...

今年...........

我体会到了朋友们的虚伪,

觉得他们很坏

在我背后说我的不是

在我面前有虚伪的好

觉得他们很好

因为不让我知道

而且还愿意跟我沟通..

今年............

有一个笨小孩为了眼红我跟他暗恋的女子太好而针对我,

我觉得他好愚蠢..

什么都不敢光明正大的做,

而是偷偷摸摸在背后搞鬼...

今年,真的真的发生了很多事情.......我也学了很多很多东西

希望明年会更好....

感谢

最近很烦......

我家里出事了,出什么事?

我不想透露.

因为这件事,我爸妈吵架了

吵得很厉害...TT

厉害到我妈说要抛下我们...

她会这样说,不出其,

如果她真的这样做,我也不会怪他的...

她,

为这个家付出得很多很多

不是用耳朵听的

我亲眼看到的..

我爸他,

从我小时候开始

他就是这样

我也习惯了

只是,

对他有一点点的失望

如果有一天他们__,

我也不会伤心,

我只会觉得失望

他们也把我们的未来铺好路了..

虽然没本事攻我们读书

可是已经把办法想好了

对本人来说,

那些办法行得通...

不是去抢,偷,讨

而是靠着我们三兄妹的绊...

最近真的很失落

没人能和我分担这些烦恼

连我的知音人

因为少见面也变得陌生了...

现在,

这些全部

我都要以个人忍...

我相信我自己

我做得到~!

Long time....

Wah!!!! Long time no blogging already..Hahah~Well, I can't online.That the reason..But, today I lucky enough cause I hacked a line password XD Very bad isn't it?? Sorry to the host..I won't do anything that will harm your pc....

Ok,

Is holiday again...I almost start my holiday on NOV,almost 1 month ago...Feel soo lonely cause can't chat with my friends play with them and argue with them....Miss them soo much XD

Last last last Saturday I started my 1st work in my life><

Sad things,
That day, one of my friends tell me that others of my friends hate me while I saying about my job. When I heard, I shocked...I wanna share with them my excited .But they....SORRY TO ALL OF YOU! FROM NOW ON, I WON'T TELL ANYTHING MY THINGS TO YOU ALL! I choose silence from all of you....

While, thats the things I wanna share to all readers, and sorry to my faithful readers><>

Boring holiday =~=

Arh~!! Long time no online already~because my sis bring along the laptop with her to her college at K.L. She back here on Tuesday I think.. This week is Deepavali holiday,but very boring..My friends all went to vacation at Sunway and Genting,I can't follow them because I no money..T.T So sad.. Although is boring the life still going on....Everyday, I just bored on my shop, helping my mother here and there.. Luckily got a laptop acompany me..or else? I sure died== Hahahaha...no soo serious la..Kidding~This Wednesday my friends come back from their vacation,I wonder if that 2 'best' friends got buy anything for me or not... Feel happy that they back here safely.... Wish open school soon....Just left 2 weeks to holiday..I don't want>< Can't interacting with my friends, can't saw them..Haiz....Hate it..But what can I do...it can't be change==

Chicken Birthday

Today is my friend birthday~
Firstly:Happy Birthday to u,Chicken~! Hahahaa..

She invited few of her friends including me...we go Old Town cafe 'yam cha' Some of them eat...
After that, we go K-box for karaoke..They sing many songs at there...Although I didn't sing any but I still feel the excitement of the environment^^ At there, I learned something,I learned optimistic ...Tell the truth,I jealous again...although I know I can't jealous with you but I just can't hold on....That time I really angry and fad up..I so sad...But later I think,think why I jealous to u? After I tell myself to be more cheerful, I start to smile, I force myself to smile with you guys and laugh with you guys...But what is in my deep heart is.....I jealous but I feel really happy that can celebrate with you guys~^

That time you cried I try to console you..But someone seperate us...The someone just like the pacific ocean...So far....far until I can't reach you...Luckily,I hardly touched you...That moment I soo happy..I happy because I consoled you....That time you smile with me, the time u lean on me,my sadness all gone~

Maybe you didn't care me or anything else...But that is never mind..I know what u cry for. so that I wanna console you...Also, maybe you wont appreciate my kindness...Never mind, at least you treat me like your best friend thats enough....Thats made me feel very happy already~

Concluded , today I very happy....Happy that we all high together~

p/s: O.C.H don't tell nonsense ya~^

PMR finished..

PMR考完了,原以为我会很高兴会很轻松.但结果我没有...为什么每次考完都会变成酱??上次试考时也是酱,你知道我有多伤心吗?? 我以为考完试后我们会一起出去庆祝,我也存了些钱好让我花花.但结果我没收到你的邀请..你现在可能跟其他人在玩得很高兴,但我却一个人...

我懂你再怪我什么,我是特地不等你的,你跟他聊到那么高兴,我没理由去插一脚吧,反正他也会陪你走下来...算我眼红,算我吃醋.但我知道我没这个资格吃醋,所以我闷不吭声...我选择忍,因为我不想破坏你的心情...

考完试了,我也掉了几滴泪...因为我自做自收..我不怪你,因为是我的错...但我奢求你的原谅..对不起,能原谅我吗??

PMR starting~

After this holiday, my good 'friend' will start...Who is the good 'friend' I mentioned? Is PMR== Haha...It really coming...And I had already prepare 'well' But not to confident la~Hahaa~

To all friends..do well in PMR ya~! Hope we all success in this exam and rise to 4ST1 together~^^ Hope so~! Especially O.C.Y don't think your SEJ is good enough~ Work more harder~! Do more exercises~! After this most period you can freely go dating with your bf la~ Just do more harder in PMR ok?Hahaha..

Today, the O.C.Y and S.L.F give me a good PMR present...== Thanks to you guys arh~ But I not appreciated to accept it la...She...not suitable for me and I won't love her la...==

Lastly...ALL SUCCESS IN PMR~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

PMR 11 days~

PMR,this year most hardness exam I going have in this year and is almost arrive!!! 11days more! Although just left about 1 week,I should study very very hard right now, but I just relax right now..Not just me only, but almost all among my friends..Haha..Weired situation right??

These few days on school just keep doing revision,exercises....Quiet bored actually..But what can do? Is my fate==

Today,one of friends tell me that she know my secrete, and it is correct..She just tell me that 'she' already have boyfriend and call me leave 'her' alone..I just wonder, this question I got think before and I also got discuss with 'her'..But 'she' said is ok...no need to worry..If 'she' said like that...Then I ok...

I just don't wanna be a 'black-sheep' between them...If 'her' really feel I'm annoyed...I can leave.. But I wish this won't happen... 'You' can ignore me, never talk to me, or what else..I know 'you' have the reason..So I won't blame anythings.... (although sometimes I will jealous==)

Whatever, just wish our friendship will go on forever~^^ Don't give up me ya~><

Sad things, my parents..got illness..It will become serious sick..I very worry...And blamed why come at this time?! This time I need focus on my PMR..But I need to concern about them! I won't mind to take care them...and I would so!!! My mother blood capillaries around the heart contain oil&fats.. This make me concern...My father liver got problems.....Why??? Why now???
Someone help me=(

执着..

上了中学,有俩段友谊让我很执着,也让我把他们看得很重...也因为这样,让自己受苦了不少..

第一段,
是我的干弟,当初认识他,觉得他是个容易接近的人,也因为这样,我认他为我的干弟.刚开始,我把他看得很重要,什么事情都为他着想..搞到我时常为他烦恼...当时,我觉得是值得的..过了一年,我渐渐得放下了,也终于看开了...近来,都很少主动约他,打电话给他,关心他...将我会不会很坏??

第二段,
是我的....知己,我跟他今年才认识的,这段友谊可说是高潮跌起,刚开始时,就像对陌生人,话题很少,但日子久了,我们渐渐得变得很要好.我可以大胆的说,我们那时可比一对情侣来的好..哈哈..
可是,最近,他变了...变到不喜欢跟我讲话,不爱理我..我心想:或许他对我对到腻了吧? 就因为这样,加上我的执著,我天天愁眉苦脸,尤其是孤零零一个人时...我都回常回想以前那段美好的回忆...
我试过问他怎么,可能他不想跟我坦白,每次问他都讲没事...我想:如果真的没事,那为何连沟通都成问题....近来,他时而好,时而坏...他的心情我也捉摸不到了..她心情好时就会回我信息,不爽时就不理我....有时想帮帮他解愁,他也不领情..或许现在这些都不是我的职责了吧?
就因为我的执著,我放不下这段友谊,也放弃不聊你这个知己...不管你对我几冷淡都好,几怨恨我都好,我还是会把你当成我的知己...我不想失去你...

这封帖,不知道你们会不会看到..如果看到,我希望你们不会怪我...因为我就是那么的愚笨...希望你们体谅....

Sad ..

Long time no blogging,cause busying for my 'best friend'-PMR! Haha...Really, preparing for this exam...Haiz, what can I say is, tired but must still drilling up!Why my tittle put "Sad"? Because,one day night, I go out with my family...After finish shopping, we went to ate "Chuan Chuan Shao" The boss of CCS,is a fat women/auntie...Don't know she is obesity or got illness...I felt sad to her because she already fat, but she still need to working but she just can move hardly...I thinking if have many customers come, how can she cover? One more thing is, her son, her son just standing a side to watch her mother busying but he do nothing!!!! Soo unfilial....

Holiday start again...what still same? Bored!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My dearest friend not beside me..no one chat with me...no one accompany me...and I miss someone too....Haiz...Hope school reopen more faster>

Soli..

I did a stupid thing last Saturday...

Last Saturday is school day, but I need to go Pulau Kukup...something happen...
I lied to my teacher...I told him my grandpa pass away( My grandpa has already passed away), then she sad for me but I still playing around at Kukup... I just feel very sorry to her and also all the teachers that believe on me...I have to go...Cause I already booked the ticket and hotel room 1 week before I know last Saturday is school day....Sorry

p/s: Who saw this post please don't tell anyone in school....Thanks..

...

好久没上网了,很多很多事想讲...
最近我失去了很多很多很重要的东西....

我的权利,地位全没了...我就像个有名无实的人...

我也就快失去一个知己..

他对我来说很重要...

知从那天,他变了,变成一个陌生人...我不敢跟他开玩笑,不敢跟他讲话

我不懂那里得罪了他,或许他有对象,必须远离我....
之前还有说有笑

说什么不会不理我,不丢下我..看来现在都是谎言吧...
我不是要怪他还是什么,至少他要远离我,可以告诉我...

现在,我可以做的,我做了...
可以说的,我说了...

我不知道还可以做些什么....
现在,他想怎样就随他，

如果他要离开我,我希望他跟我说一声:放弃吧...

Long time no C~^^

Long time no online already~..Wahaha, finally today get a chance... Many things wanna to share..^^

1st: These few days, start my revision.for what? PMR la of course! Think about later this months...Scare! This few months need to keep do revision....so stress! Haiz..

2nd: Haha, that day go celebrate my friend birthday...Suddenly heavy rain appear== We stuck at the middle of road..Then we have 4 peoples but just have 2 umbrella==..plus, the umbrella is soooo small, that can just only give a rat to use it~ So how? Just share the umbrellas and run!! I share qith someone, and the road have amass of water then spalsh! WooHoo...Our whole body wet up..hahaha

3rd: These days busy for Hari Gerko, although I just a small AJK, but just like have a big repondsible to do anythings...Cause I scare been scold><

4th: Feel that now all my old friends did not stick together anymore~ You go there, I go here..just like already seperate...Including my bro..Don't know what, just feel our distance is becoming longer and longer..Long till I scared someday we will be strangers...Haiz

What stupid day~

Haiz...this morning, like usual..go to my dad shop for helping. But, this morning, after we open the shop, got 1 family come to eat. For us, sure welcome them..But, we just open our shop and the food sure need to cook, right? Then, the man say'Can you be more faster? I need to work' Wakao!!! You want to drink coffee at your home also need to wait the water boiled la! Stupid!

The story haven't end. Next, he paying bill, then he want resit..Sure, I can copy 1 more for him..Then he start saying 'Faster' again~ This made me feel confused..Then he need to pay RM30++ but he give Rm50, because of his 'Faster' I change back RM30 to him!!! Then my mum scold me... Because of him la...Hate!!!!!

p/s:he eat 30++,he paid 50. I should give back him 10++, but he 'faster' made me dizzy then I give back him 30==

T_T..sad

This week happened many things...Very sad things..

1st:
Haiz..I too mature,But I too stupid...Luckily, I woke up ealier, so won't get any hurt.. Friend better~

But also happen good things
My little bro these few days turn good, always sms me, call me..Hahaha very happy~^^

Holiday~=[

Exam?? FINISHED!!!! Arh...finally, can rest 2 weeks....Actually, I was going to vocation with my little bro again..but something happen to his family...So the trip cancel....Well, quiet feel sad to him...

K, about holiday life...Just going for activity on this 3 day...Then afternoon helping my mum at shop then night watch reborn! lo...

That is my life...I very very miss my friend and my bro...especially___><| Hahaha...wish us can gather faster soon...

See ya~!

Hohohoho

Happy Birthday to me sweetie blog~^^ 1 year old already..So fast><

Happy birthday~^

hazHaz

OMG!!! This week...I sick, really really sick....I fever until 40++...I still going to school ><

Coming Monday is Mid-year exam..So? What can do? Study lor.....Keep do revision..until I dream also dream till SEJ..==

This post, I would like to talk about my class teachers..

The most care students teacher: My BI teacher, she is a nice teacher, She teach us very well although we keep making noise on her class. But, when she know a student fall sick, she will ask how is the students. Just like my 1 friend got dengki that day and hospital at B.P ,she quickly wanna go to visit him...Such a nice teacher.

That all for this post~ Just, busying for revision and my dad shop....Haiz..AddOil Man!!
Lastly, wish all my friends and my DiDi all the best in their exam~!

エステ

HaHo...

Sorry for late posting....These few days, I was busying for my dad's shop...It open on 520..HAhaa

It is a food shop...hahaha...If free come bah...Beside Chung Hwa High School called U Garden..

Haiz...exam is coming next week..OMG help!!! Hate it!!!

Sorry....

Finally^^

We worked for soo long and soo tough..Finally, we got our rewards..

What I talking about? Is the drama. From last week till now, I didn't mentioned the title of this drama, Now, Let me introduce..Our Drama________________________The Prisoner of Zenda~

Haha,got 'tio' bomb?? Hehe,actually is our class special event..For us,just enjoying being a actor.I very happy in this drama. Laugh together, practice together, wait together~Haha..Very touch??

But, one thing happen on our last training, is a group...they have their meeting but we already set our time with all the actors. But, a guy with full of shameless say, he want all the members come to the meeting.So? Our director made a step, he let the actors go to the meeting. But just with 1 condition, let them come out at 3pm.. When the director talk to him, he just acting fools with the director!!!! He just acting didn't hear anything!!!

Sh!t it!! But, we all wait for them so long, then they come out and start practice....

Whatever, thanks for giving me a chance to entering this funny drama~Thanks

Happy Sad Busy...

Wakakakaka(don't know why, these days I keep typing this word)...Time for blogging again...This week already happened many many things...I just hopefully didn't get involve much of these problems...

1st..(Happy)
This is the only things I involving. Is a drama, my class is going to make a drama base on a novel 'The Prisoner of Zenda' In this story, I acting a actors called King Rudolf. As mentioned, he is a King but a drugged king. The citizen there hate him....What happy things happen is my 2 friends, they usually been called couple...but they don't say anything about it, just let us making fool with them. What is the funniest part is, they also acting a couple in this story..Haha and most explosive part is they need to hug and kiss each other..WoohOO!!

2nd..(Busy)

As I already mentioned above, I joining the drama and need to practice that make me busy....Although is not a very busy thing but it is a very busy thing in this exam coming soon season...Wa....exam coming, I haven't study yet..Soo scare...Haiz..what can I do? Force myself lor...

3rd..(Sad)
Haiz...My 1 good friend, he lost his wallet when we practicing the drama, He suddenly went down and we don't know how to help him..We just simply report to afternoon section principle and he let us to do spot check in certain classes.. Maybe the fate play fools with us, after we spot checking, the result let us feel unwell..Cause we can't find it back..We all encourage him and try to make him smile...Luckily we does...But, when he going back to home, his mother scold him very badly..I just feel pity and sorry to him...Cheer up...

4th..

Nothing happening between me and him. Just sometime argue with him by a small issue.But at last will good again cause I let him win..Now on, introducing 1 new member in a important part of life is....My.....GF!!! Wakakaka I don't wanna to introduce her name cause privacy...And no one know about this news except 1 person...Haha..Bye~!

Sigh*

Now days, I feeling I am wasting time...I no hardworking as last year, just feel I too lazy. Everyday sleep play pc...It is so hard to be a good boy..Now I just hardly take out my math revision set to do!

Haiz..Open minded say, I truly more friendly with girls than boys.So? Not wrong right?! But somebody said gossip about me and a girl...Ya, I know she got boyfriend and I also made a distance with her so won't have ant misunderstanding..But, the gossip girl tell my friends the girl no use, got boyfriend already still good with me and bla~bla~bla...I wonder why she so busybody? I make a friend also wrong?? Oh my God!! If I touch her hand then symbolized we are couple..then the people from all the world already be COUPLES!!! What's logic inside it??

Today, the girl go 'argue with that gossip girl...But didn't have any conclusion...So? Just tell the gossip girl, Please la, don't say anymore about others people things, just take care yours enough! PLEASE!

Random~

Wa..I postpone till now..for writing a post..Hahaha~I too lazy bah...This week arh..already happened many many things~ What can I conclude is....I saw many things with the clearly mirror.

1st,2 shy person
1 is boy i call him lim 2nd is a girl I prefer call her big mouth. This 2 person been saying they love each other, but in thier deep heart,true or not? No on knows..But a funny things that happened on Monday Chinese class,the BC teacher go them go out to read a passage, the boy very 'brave' but the girl very shy..2 person read read read..Then until the passage feel like love story...Then we 'wuu' them..LOL

2nd,In Science lab
On this Tuesday, our teacher give us do some experiment. This experiment is quiet fun and danger. Why say danger? Cause it will explode if the lime water reach the solution. Teacher already said be careful..But a few minutes later,I hear "POP"~ Right, a experiment failed...A few minutes more, another "POP"~ Correct! Another experiment failed until I scare to carry out the experiment..Haha..

3rd,I trusted most friend
She,I really disappoint on her..Although I know sometime I was too close..But, the guy..jealous for what?! We just friends only, you think so much for what?! Another sibuk person...Everytime I go there,you follow.for what? Be his spy!!! I trusted you all soo much Then you guys turn me like this...I so sad you know?! From now on, I won't find you anymore, and I will try to don't talk with you..I sad,disappoint....I treat you like me sis, you treat me like a dog!!!!

4th,In bank
Wednesday,I go bank for take money, when I done taking, a grandmother-phrase women come to me and ask my help..Of course, I agree to help her..Then,I talk to the banker here, there...This is my 1st time do somethings special...and I scare cause she wanna transfer RM200000.00 to another acount!!! I shock,I think later if I get wrong how??? But luckily nothing happen..

So..this week really happened many things...some happy some sad..Whatever.....

@.@

Sorry for late posting....This week I really busy.. Busy for what? The moron school lo!! 2 folio I rushing to complete...Haiz...just feel soo tired....
That day, 1 of my friend don't know why suddenly come argue with me..I really don't know why he talk to me like that..Maybe he in bad mood so come find me for releasing his bad-tempered?Crazy!!!!!

This week soo many friends get ill already..including me..Flu,throat pain....aiyo just don't know how to explain la..Hope those friend get well soon...

Present me already freely from those things...maybe sometimes I still stuck at those emotional status...But now I already learn to tell myself don't too strict....Although sometimes I still will get hurt from him..But..try to make free.....
Remember...DISTANCE.....

But,that guy...I wish I can kill him!!!! The annoying guy I never meet before!!! The idiot!! No manners at all!!! I talking to people he push the people away..think I am stupid or what?!
Bullshit!!!!!

Distance.....

From this week on, I learned a new thing called 'Distance'

Distance either can be good or bad...

The good sight is:
-Won't make up misunderstanding each others
-Feel more freely
-Feel more happy

The bad sight is:
-Distance added more longer until can't have conservation
-Distance too long until don't know each others anymore
-Flash back the memories will feel more sadly..

Haiz...I don't know what should I think,are the Distance can help me? Or it just a feeling to me?
Haiz...I don't wanna life like this anymore,I want free from those things..
But think is easy...
But when wanna to do it,I will feel soo hard and fear to make it....
How???

Maybe someday..I will get free....
But I hope that will be the happy freedom...not the disappointed freedom...
T.T =(

Avillion nice =D

Haha..Saturday,I go a short but fun trip with my bro again.This time we go PortDickson!! When he call me go there,my 1st sight is are there beautiful? Cause in my mind there is just only a beach. But when I reach there.......WOW!!!! Is sooo beautiful!!!

We rest at a hotel/chalet called Avillion..is a 5 stars chalet/hotel...The scene at there is also pretty too, especially those nature walk, made me feel like walking in a garden which plotted many types of flower..Not only nature walk,there also near the beach..But is was rainy day,so we can't get to the beach><

Other facilities are a pet farm, 'containing' rabbits,chickens and many type of birds. Next,is swimming pool,a very nice pool. Others are games room, gym, water sporting, tennis court, pub, spa, sauna and many many more...Is it already passed 5 stars?

We reach there already 3pm++ So we get into the chalet and dressed up with swimming trunks and get into the swimming pool!!! We swim until 6om ++ then go out for dinner until 9pm..
We reach chalet again on 9pm++ and we 4 go out for investigate the chalet function, take photo and play until 12am++ Haha late right?

Next day,after checking out we went to Malacca~^^ We just simply shopping at there..Maybe is too tired all of us no mood...Then said some word that hurt me..T.T Soo sad~ But lastly make me smile back ;D Haha

Well,is a great relax place for me on this study semester....

Bad day~

'Bad Day' I love this song,it tune very nice and soft...But, if my life appear bad day, I sure hate it!!

Really a bad week,this a few day,I almost fight with my friends,I can understand what she means,but I just can't going through with her idea..
My madam,1 week already cried more than 3 times...Ya, I know she very sad and hurt. I wanna to help her,but I don't know how to help..cause I also facing many problems...Sorry madam...

All my friends let me felt they soo down..then, I also going down with them....Haiz....
My unsolved problems already have many, now added one more problem coming....and it need to solved before Saturday!!!! Somebody help me!!!!!

Birthday???

Yesterday,is my 15th birthday..also is my 1st birthday in my blog..So? Nothing!!!!!

Sad....
1st,my little bro present,he 1st present to me..but.....I lost it!!! The sadness is can't be told....

2nd,my little bro didn't listen to my advice anymore.....I thought I was the most important brother in his form 3 friends..but I was wrong! Just wanna cry!

3rd,my bro,because my sadness,he become sadness as me......Cause why? His watch broke,and his mother said want to buy a new one for him,but his mum suddenly say busy and call him wait till she free...

4th,my friends,feel like separated...Am I enjoying my birthday????

Last...this is the most sadness birthday I haven't past before!!!

p/s:Di sorry......

Finished test

Finally,the test already finish..As usual,feel so free...Haha
Today is last day of test,when I wake up this morning,I feel somethings strange. But I don't know what is about the 'strange' feeling....Just...uncomfortable...
On the road to school,saw something make me suspicious..I keep thinking the question about my suspicious..But I can't find the answer! This make me no mood......
Reached school,keep thinking and this is my 1st time scared of Mathematics test...Don't why,maybe is my friends drag me into this scared mental...

A few hours go...test finally finish,happy but not happy...is not about my result...is about my friends..
Don't know why,I can make best friends with mostly girl...and I can be very close to them...But all of them have boyfriends..This make me like a blame...Why?Cause if I too close to them,their boyfriends will misunderstand then make them argue...Haiz,,,don't know how..

Next,about a boy(I already mentioned before in my blog) I really miss our friendship...Now,I and him just arguing in Facebook...Haiz..Don't know why la...Sometimes hate him sometimes.....sigh*

Whatever...

Back~^^

Hush Hush...Back from the camp~!!Soo happy...

Haha..this year camp is my 1st time...quiet nice.Cooking together,play together~
I most impressed is those AJK acting in the 'detective games'! They are soo genius or well is very good in that performance..Last night,after fire camp, we play some creepy game.You guest wad?At 12 midnight...Ghost! Bingo! We walk on a dark road...no one at there..just us......then..suddenly a AJK pop up! The girls shout like hell~LOL~

What most funny is the 1st day,we got another game call 'ice-breaking'(don't know I got spell it wrong or not)..I and another friend win....But you know what is the prize? Is cat-walk!!! OMG!!!I just soo.....

Anyway~In this camp I learned quiet many things and I cleared about some people attitude...But is happy~

Sad is for I having exam after this 2 days!!! ARH!!!!><

I Love BSMM! I never regret to join this society..~muacks^^

Camp lo~!!!

Wow~Today I going for camping....I soo excited cause this is my 1st time to enter a camp...
Of course in the deep of excited contained the fear....

Haiz...This camp come in on a unsuitable time..cause afetr this camp,we all exam!!!I just haven't finish study and revison...sob*sob*

Haiz..Just hope I can cover this two things in the same times....GAMBATek!!

Sick week~

Ah!!!!Hate it!!!! Suffer in the hell!! Someone come help me please!!!
My stupid body and those idiot organs!!! What?? I ill almost 1 week!!
1st...my nose..get flu..but not H1N1 la..just normal one...keep 'Ah..Chiu' soo___
2nd..my eye..the left-eye 'bengkak' until I can't wear spec...sad...

Talk about school..my 1 test is coming...but I didn't prepare anythings..Just waiting the time coming...The school now get buzy with academic...All teachers saying bla bla bla...Boring...

My bro having his test from today till Friday...Hope he can get a best result!

No happy.....

1 week pasted...so fast~This week...I discover soo many things...Those things..make me feel uncomfortable..unhappy

1st...
Him...changed a lot...even now I cant touch him....When talk to him....I feel got 1 big wall between us..sad~Why he changed...? Everyday I thinking this question and I don't know how to solve it....someone help me

Exam is coming...hope him can do well in his exam...

no mood for write..sorry

The Sports Day...

Today..is the day I most scared in this semester...Why? Cause is Sports Day...

Yesterday,sleep about 10.00pm...Then wake up about 4.00am...
Wearing the white shirt......At the school field....we (BSMM) like the white ghost walking.....

We train...train..train....until 7.00am...The beginning...Our senior said we got improve in our Pembarisan...I also think like that...
But,when the principal is talking...I feel unwell and move here move there....This causes the unbackable move...

We lose on our Pembarisan.Of course...my fault.....we all feel sad..We trained so hard till this day.....
I swear..next year I will do more best!!!!

I won't forget 'BSMM! The one who save the world! To make the world better!'
AND..the new tepuk...'Tepuk tepuk SEMANGAT"

Those things are memorable...I won't forget it......

Last things..sorry to all my teammate on my careless.....Please forgive me.....

Almost past Chinese New Year

Chinese New Year is about to past...What else? School is opening again...Bored~ Need to wake up early, practice till evening... Haiz...what a busy school...

Through the Chinse New Year, I wanna to write some bless to some of my friends:

1)DiDi:
I think you already saw that post...Hope you can understand my feeling.School opening,you should work harder... If got any problems,please tell me!! I will help you as far as I can..Trust me!! Wish our broship will never end~
Brother.

2)Meimei&Tcp:
You 2 already miss a chance at last year...This time,cherish it...Don't miss it again~I always support you 2^^
Kor.

3)T.Wan Ying:
Thanks for hearing my annoying things...I know you are a good listener...But sometimes I don't know what you thinking....But anyway, hope you and him will never seperate~
Z.Y.

4)Myself:
This few days,I and him meet so many problems....I tried to solve it by myself....I hope those problem won't appear anymore...I just wanna be like that time when we 1st meet....
Exam coming,I haven't do anythings....
Homeworks...soo many haven't do....Just waiting for teacher scold..
Sport day,my 1st time entering marching....Little bit excited..but scare will be a blame to whole team....

Whatever~A whole new year,A whole new of us, A whole new of our life........

给弟的信

最近的你,变了.....变到像陌生人...不像是之前那活泼的你...
最近的我,开始.....感到失望害怕...怕我们的缘分就快结束...

是不是我太烦你?还是我管得太多?

还是你还在意之前的那件事....我真的很抱歉~我也在心里说了上百句的对不起...可是,我还是感到愧疚...
虽然,你在口中原谅了我
但是,你的心真的原谅我了吗?

有时的你,怪怪的...
怪到连我都不理,
可是不管怎样
你对"那个"朋友总是很好的

有时想,是你长大,思想变成熟了..
所以,我不在乎...

刚认识你时,你很保护我....
现在,你真的变了...
试过问你原因
你给的回答,我不知道是不是真心的
但,我真的用心去听.....

想过放弃,但心里却不舍得....
埋怨你....为什么都是我在付出....

可是,当你对着我笑时,
心中的怨恨全都不翼而飞....

真希望你能看到这封贴...
期望我们，能像以前那样
疯疯癫癫的过日子.....

哥上

Haha...T.T

Chinese New Year is about to past....Yesterday, I and a few friends went to 1 taman for 'bai nian' After that, we go my bro's house...After eat,chit-chat at there, we go for shopping...Singing K-Box, drinking bubble tea that all we did on that day.

At night, my bro sleep at my house...We play pc until late night...Suddenly _____ I.......don't know how to say...Just felt sorry to him......Very sorry....I didn't mean it!!!!!!

However, we 2 feel happy~^^
Sorry..T.T ><

An unhappy Chinese New Year T.T

So soon...Chinese New Year are about to past..

Happy for:
1st day of New Year, I and some friends went to Fun Fair for playing and celebrating Valentine.. Haha 2nd day,I and my family go back to my Ah Ma house..There are a lot of fun...My 5 little small cousin playing around..They are so cute~
This year I got much ang pao..So happy

Sad for:
I hate my friends..Said already go others friends house to get ang pao but... they go with others!!!!! I hate them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

An unhappy Chinese New Year T.T

Haiz....what a unhappy Chinese New Year.....
Nothing to do at house
My parents arguing
My sis tempered her mind
Me don't know how to solve these family problems

What going on in my family....Haiz..
Now, left me only awaking
Others sleeping..

This not a blessed New Year!!!
I hate it!!!!

The coming New Year...

Today at house nothing do, so writing a post for filling up my times.....

The coming new year, What can I say...is... I haven't buy my New Year shirt and shoe!!!! All my friends already bought it..Just left me...soo sad...I need to wait until this Friday....Cause my sis is coming back~

This several weeks before new year, I soo busy for my kawad practice...until I didn't have time to do my school works....After new year..more busy!!!Sport day coming...exam also coming and my birthday also coming!!

This year,I didn't do monitor or assistance...soo sad... Maybe I in the new class and those teachers don't know me much....soo the teachers choose the last year monitor and assistance.. SAD!!!!

Here got 2 New Year songs I want to share with you guys:

1st:惜福 [http://mp3.sogou.com/music.so?query=my+astro+%CF%A7%B8%A3&as=false&st=&ac=1&pf=&_asf=mp3.sogou.com&_ast=1265535577&w=02009900&p=&class=1]

暖风吹 飘送着(*)
一种花香芬芳的味道(*)
告诉你 这一年 一切都会变得更美好(*)

暖风吹 飘送着(*)
一种真心相惜的味道(*)
告诉你 新一年 风雨过后就是晴朗天(*)

昨天今天明天依然没有变(*)
只是见面时间少一些(*)
祝福你每一年都是丰收年 大步大步走向前(*)

手牵着手一辈子 要惜福(*)
珍惜你身边的人和物(*)
他爱笑 你爱哭（*）
有甜有苦才会有满足(*)

手牵着手一辈子 要惜福(*)
生活有你才不会无助(*)
老朋友 老样子(*)
期望每年相聚(*)
都能看到你幸福(*)

Repeat (*)

啦啦啦啦啦啦啦 啦啦啦
啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦
他爱笑 你爱哭
有甜有苦才会有满足

手牵着手 一辈子 要惜福
生活有你才不会无助
老朋友 老样子
期望每年相聚
都能看到你幸福。

2nd:大日子(You can't it on internet or else you have the DVD or CD)

大日子 一个好开始 每一步 有梦有坚持
这条路 只要有付出 走一步 每一步 不怕输

兜一圈 又一年 春回到人间(*)
看世间 每一天 不停在转变(*)
多少年 发黄的 那张贺年片(*)
一直留在我记忆里面(*)

绕一圈 又一圈 长长的思恋(*)
这一天 多疲倦 心只有团圆(*)
有了你 在身边 约好在今天(*)
我们牵手看福到人间(*)

抱一抱 笑一笑 肩并肩欢呼 嘿! 新年好（*）
蒸年糕 步步高 吃的饱 睡得好 乐陶陶(*)

大日子 一个好开始 每一步 有梦有坚持(*)(#)
这条路 只要有付出 走一步 每一步 不怕输(*)(#)

大日子 一个好开始 道祝福 看一元福史(*)(#)
这旅途 要珍惜彼此 祝愿你丰衣足食(*)(#)

Repeat all(*) then repeat (#).

_____..

Long time no write blog already...Feel very sorry to all my readers.I really no time to do it. But, luckily today...I got some times to write....Cause I done all my homework, no KAWAD...Feel soo free.

Today, my school got Sukantara.what most interesting is today also my 2 friends birthday( HappY Birthday to U guys^^). We go to a restaurant for lunch..After lunch, me and another 4 friends walk to my friends house....We walk a long distance...soo tired but fun!!

A girl....I scared to her....She soo horrible...Today, my friends tell me that she _____(can't say) Sorry!I really scare her!!! ><

Chinese New Year is coming soon!!!!And her birthday also coming~^^

Haha

Sorry to all my readers...I long time no create post cause of my pc....It got some problems on it..These a few weeks...I busying for my homework, kawad and moremore more!!! So.. I didnt have much time to write any post.....Sorry...I will try to spend more times on it..

Soo...Sorry

My stupid pc...broke at wrong time!!! I missed soo many post about New Year, Christmas and open school...Soo sad...What can I do now is say sorry to all my readers....And please forgive me...
Now, I going to retype the issue that happened at those celebrity days, but I made it in a sumary.
1st of all:New Year..
Is happy that the tough year(2009) is gone..Then welcome 2010...This new year, I didn't celebrate cause my mum didn't let me go out...>< What make me happy is I got my bless from my dear friends and my bro....especially DiDi and T..Thanks..
2nd of all:Christmas
I didn't celebrate this year Christmas....I just watching news around that all!
3rd of all:Open school..
Finally open school already....But I was soo sad cause I can't see my bro everyday more!!! Because now I at morning sesion and he st afternoon sesion....I just knowing my new teachers but is hard to know all of them....Yesterday, I heard a bad news..my bro going to be a prefect...I was agree with that but..I scare it will affect our bro ship....Cause now he listining to me but when he becoming prefect..he will feel he was bigger than me then our broship will crush...Then I found a solution...But I didn't know it will work or not....*T* I know u can help me....please tell me about my solution...You know about my solution...Tell me if it is working or not...T.T