Tired~=[

Again.....have a long time didn't write post already. Today just forces myself come up here to write a simple post.

The homework and the education from school is bigger and harder~!!!!! Everyday wake up and open my eye,the 1st thing I remember is the work..Haiz...everyday made me dizzy @@

Yesterday I had my BSMM exam...Is quiet though....and I just had no more than one hour to do the revision.....I was soo scared.....Luckily was I passed the exam.....Hahahaha

Today, I just realize I didn't have any best friends...It wasn't I think too negative..But just those words were hurting me.....Those words just like a spears that flash up and stunk in my heart....I was enough for this...So I choose to be silence....You guys say me changed...It was false~! I didn't change at all.... Just I don't have the courage to go near to you guys....I scare the words will hurting me again.... Every time I force myself to smile and acting like nothing in front of you guys...But at that moment,my heart was soo hurt you know? Maybe, you guys just think I am too foolish and stubborn to think like this, But what can I say is..I really don't wanna get hurt anymore~!!!!! I already scare about it you know?!!!!




Sorry,just wanna to release my timid...But all of the words that I said it was true.....But anyway..I hope this all just a passing by in my life and I hope it will leave soon....PLEASE!

Busy yar~

Just open school one week, but I already busy until @@

Haha...my new journey just started one week ago...New life,new class and my new subject that had to learn it~>< Biology,Chemistry,Physic....and also Additional Mathematics...This four subject already turn me into burst mode==@@ But what can I do? This is my fate...nothing can do about it~~

Another things made me busy was the uniform squad...Cause this year is my form turn to organize the camp...and the camp is in March~!!! Just lefy 2 months++ only...Hope we can do it prefectly =] And ocy arh....please more active a bit a bit lar~Just a bit that enough....I know you doesn't give up this squad yet..cause you still doing a ajk job like bygone....But I just hope you can active more a bit....Cause we just left 14 member only.......It is very though to organize a squad by 14 person....

To the girl:
I told you before, a best friend won't be the best friends for others forever in his/her life...I know sometimes I used you up...But if you really don't want help me you can say...I won't blame you...I didn't mean that I don't want you,this friend., but just don't too emotional or attached to someone...Try to be mature now...ok? We still friend although not the close friend like past year~I hope you can understand....