Boring holiday =~=

Arh~!! Long time no online already~because my sis bring along the laptop with her to her college at K.L. She back here on Tuesday I think.. This week is Deepavali holiday,but very boring..My friends all went to vacation at Sunway and Genting,I can't follow them because I no money..T.T So sad.. Although is boring the life still going on....Everyday, I just bored on my shop, helping my mother here and there.. Luckily got a laptop acompany me..or else? I sure died== Hahahaha...no soo serious la..Kidding~This Wednesday my friends come back from their vacation,I wonder if that 2 'best' friends got buy anything for me or not... Feel happy that they back here safely.... Wish open school soon....Just left 2 weeks to holiday..I don't want>< Can't interacting with my friends, can't saw them..Haiz....Hate it..But what can I do...it can't be change==

Chicken Birthday

Today is my friend birthday~
Firstly:Happy Birthday to u,Chicken~! Hahahaa..

She invited few of her friends including me...we go Old Town cafe 'yam cha' Some of them eat...
After that, we go K-box for karaoke..They sing many songs at there...Although I didn't sing any but I still feel the excitement of the environment^^ At there, I learned something,I learned optimistic ...Tell the truth,I jealous again...although I know I can't jealous with you but I just can't hold on....That time I really angry and fad up..I so sad...But later I think,think why I jealous to u? After I tell myself to be more cheerful, I start to smile, I force myself to smile with you guys and laugh with you guys...But what is in my deep heart is.....I jealous but I feel really happy that can celebrate with you guys~^

That time you cried I try to console you..But someone seperate us...The someone just like the pacific ocean...So far....far until I can't reach you...Luckily,I hardly touched you...That moment I soo happy..I happy because I consoled you....That time you smile with me, the time u lean on me,my sadness all gone~

Maybe you didn't care me or anything else...But that is never mind..I know what u cry for. so that I wanna console you...Also, maybe you wont appreciate my kindness...Never mind, at least you treat me like your best friend thats enough....Thats made me feel very happy already~

Concluded , today I very happy....Happy that we all high together~

p/s: O.C.H don't tell nonsense ya~^

PMR finished..

PMR考完了,原以为我会很高兴会很轻松.但结果我没有...为什么每次考完都会变成酱??上次试考时也是酱,你知道我有多伤心吗?? 我以为考完试后我们会一起出去庆祝,我也存了些钱好让我花花.但结果我没收到你的邀请..你现在可能跟其他人在玩得很高兴,但我却一个人...

我懂你再怪我什么,我是特地不等你的,你跟他聊到那么高兴,我没理由去插一脚吧,反正他也会陪你走下来...算我眼红,算我吃醋.但我知道我没这个资格吃醋,所以我闷不吭声...我选择忍,因为我不想破坏你的心情...

考完试了,我也掉了几滴泪...因为我自做自收..我不怪你,因为是我的错...但我奢求你的原谅..对不起,能原谅我吗??

PMR starting~

After this holiday, my good 'friend' will start...Who is the good 'friend' I mentioned? Is PMR== Haha...It really coming...And I had already prepare 'well' But not to confident la~Hahaa~

To all friends..do well in PMR ya~! Hope we all success in this exam and rise to 4ST1 together~^^ Hope so~! Especially O.C.Y don't think your SEJ is good enough~ Work more harder~! Do more exercises~! After this most period you can freely go dating with your bf la~ Just do more harder in PMR ok?Hahaha..

Today, the O.C.Y and S.L.F give me a good PMR present...== Thanks to you guys arh~ But I not appreciated to accept it la...She...not suitable for me and I won't love her la...==

Lastly...ALL SUCCESS IN PMR~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

PMR 11 days~

PMR,this year most hardness exam I going have in this year and is almost arrive!!! 11days more! Although just left about 1 week,I should study very very hard right now, but I just relax right now..Not just me only, but almost all among my friends..Haha..Weired situation right??

These few days on school just keep doing revision,exercises....Quiet bored actually..But what can do? Is my fate==

Today,one of friends tell me that she know my secrete, and it is correct..She just tell me that 'she' already have boyfriend and call me leave 'her' alone..I just wonder, this question I got think before and I also got discuss with 'her'..But 'she' said is ok...no need to worry..If 'she' said like that...Then I ok...

I just don't wanna be a 'black-sheep' between them...If 'her' really feel I'm annoyed...I can leave.. But I wish this won't happen... 'You' can ignore me, never talk to me, or what else..I know 'you' have the reason..So I won't blame anythings.... (although sometimes I will jealous==)

Whatever, just wish our friendship will go on forever~^^ Don't give up me ya~><

Sad things, my parents..got illness..It will become serious sick..I very worry...And blamed why come at this time?! This time I need focus on my PMR..But I need to concern about them! I won't mind to take care them...and I would so!!! My mother blood capillaries around the heart contain oil&fats.. This make me concern...My father liver got problems.....Why??? Why now???
Someone help me=(

执着..

上了中学,有俩段友谊让我很执着,也让我把他们看得很重...也因为这样,让自己受苦了不少..

第一段,
是我的干弟,当初认识他,觉得他是个容易接近的人,也因为这样,我认他为我的干弟.刚开始,我把他看得很重要,什么事情都为他着想..搞到我时常为他烦恼...当时,我觉得是值得的..过了一年,我渐渐得放下了,也终于看开了...近来,都很少主动约他,打电话给他,关心他...将我会不会很坏??

第二段,
是我的....知己,我跟他今年才认识的,这段友谊可说是高潮跌起,刚开始时,就像对陌生人,话题很少,但日子久了,我们渐渐得变得很要好.我可以大胆的说,我们那时可比一对情侣来的好..哈哈..
可是,最近,他变了...变到不喜欢跟我讲话,不爱理我..我心想:或许他对我对到腻了吧? 就因为这样,加上我的执著,我天天愁眉苦脸,尤其是孤零零一个人时...我都回常回想以前那段美好的回忆...
我试过问他怎么,可能他不想跟我坦白,每次问他都讲没事...我想:如果真的没事,那为何连沟通都成问题....近来,他时而好,时而坏...他的心情我也捉摸不到了..她心情好时就会回我信息,不爽时就不理我....有时想帮帮他解愁,他也不领情..或许现在这些都不是我的职责了吧?
就因为我的执著,我放不下这段友谊,也放弃不聊你这个知己...不管你对我几冷淡都好,几怨恨我都好,我还是会把你当成我的知己...我不想失去你...

这封帖,不知道你们会不会看到..如果看到,我希望你们不会怪我...因为我就是那么的愚笨...希望你们体谅....

Sad ..

Long time no blogging,cause busying for my 'best friend'-PMR! Haha...Really, preparing for this exam...Haiz, what can I say is, tired but must still drilling up!Why my tittle put "Sad"? Because,one day night, I go out with my family...After finish shopping, we went to ate "Chuan Chuan Shao" The boss of CCS,is a fat women/auntie...Don't know she is obesity or got illness...I felt sad to her because she already fat, but she still need to working but she just can move hardly...I thinking if have many customers come, how can she cover? One more thing is, her son, her son just standing a side to watch her mother busying but he do nothing!!!! Soo unfilial....

Holiday start again...what still same? Bored!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My dearest friend not beside me..no one chat with me...no one accompany me...and I miss someone too....Haiz...Hope school reopen more faster>