Sad or Happy? sigh*

Haiz....Finally I can have a vacation to Malacca in this boring holiday. I really happy cause I can go play and my mother nearly agree to let me go..... But..these days...my parents argue.....They have a cold war... When I saw this, I didn't feel good... I don't know want to go or not..

If I go...I will worry about them...
If I didn't go....I will sad and unhappy...

Why???The God always play with me....How hard to choose.. Either go or no go.... Is HARD!!!!!
Someone help me please......
T.T >.<