Holidaying =~=

Second week of holiday...But I just feel boring...I wish the school is open soon><~
Well the 1st week of holiday is quiet fun because it fill all my time~!!

1st day and 2nd day:
Went to a camp...A sad but happy camp.../.\
I learn many things at there...Cooking,aiding...and more
I wish you guys won't left us behind...We need you...

3rd 4th 5th day:
At school,got activities...
Marching,AGM.....
I got a secretary...
Not too bad......XD

Then...
Now.....
My friends all went to vacation...
But I just helping my dad in shop...
Wonder why these days I become soo lazy...
Don't know why...??.??

Just...
Hoping school open soon
And my exam result won't too bad><~

Wakakaka~Is HOLIDAY~XD

Finally,The nightmare is gone....Now no more examination but just RELAX~~XD Hahaha~~
Today just the 1st day of the holiday...Well is quiet boring...

Yesterday I just went out with my friends to help one "unwelcome" friend to celebrate his birthday..Said already he is unwelcome but why us still celebrate for him? Because he is one of the committee member of our badge...We already promise each other to celebrate their birthday when it is arrive...So, we must full-filled our promises~XD

Not really fun because just finished our exam and all of us are tired....Those tired faces....Like a pig~LOL~XD But at least we celebrate together and by this we can made our friendship more stronger and better~

Holiday....activities are planned..
Monday and Tuesday have a camp
This camp are just for exam=~=

Next practice for marching.....
Practice for concert presentation.....
And need to think the formation of marching~@@

Haiz.....
They going to have their exam...
and they going to leave us....
I can't imagine how was the life without them....
Their smiles,their angriness,their voice is going to leave us....
I can't wonder the loneliness they left for us....

I scaring,,,, But we will do our best for the squad...and won't you guys disappointed ~

What A LONG time~

What a long time since I update my blog...Already 2 months I no updating~=..=
Sorry to all readers and NOW I'm going start to active my blog again...Like usual,I will update it if I free on that day and that time~XD

Remember my last post was about camp,then lets talk about my camp~^
This year, I am the one of committee member in this camp and I wad vice chairman==
Well,I organize the whole camp with my friends, from activities,games until foods.All is our jobs~
It is very tiring us but all of us are still very happy and enjoy it~^^

As a vice chairman,introducing myself

My committee members~^^

Next,unluckily and luckily my school BSMM were joined a competition of 'kawad kaki'
Well,firstly I know I just can say they are too "youth",because we already have 3 years no joining this competition already...But the result make me shock~@@ They got second place~!!!!I just can say:""GIRLS,well done!!""

Preparing for the competition

Enjoying our celebration~^^

Finally,I am IN the EXAMINATION!!!!!!

OMG,I truly hard this time,this exam takes 1 months long@@
Until,today just passed 1 week only....2 more weeks to go~~
Hope it pass more faster a bit....

p/s:Good luck to all my friends and BSMM All Men Are Brother~!!^

Going Camping~^^

Long time no blogging already~This few weeks,very very tired..
This few days I wake up 6.30a.m. to go to school and until 6p.m.++ just come home....Almost whole day I in school~

Today morning,I just perform my formation to a Singapore guest...Is so excited because I get a international certificate~~^^ My first international certificate ~~~XD

Later maybe I will upload some photo of my performance...Hahaha

Just until here,see ya~!

After exam...still busy~!!

Ya,my 1st exam already finish~! But what? Still busy like a beez..XD

Haha,this exam I did not do my revision well,I just take a book and turn a page then looking around... Exam takes 3 days but for me is one week...How can this happen on me? I also don't know..maybe is too lazy bah~XD

After exam, the life still going on....The camp is coming soon....and the preparation of the camp is going rushly..Today and also tomorrow I'm going to hew down woods..For what? For the camp fire~~~Is very exhausted but worth it~Although I feel me did not help much but at least I learn something noble~ Friendship.... No matter what happen, if the bond of the friendship is still there, we won't fail and fall~! I love my friends and thanks to them for helping me~^^

What a busy life

Arh~!!!!! Long time no blogging already><~ XD
This few week really really busy...Busy for what? Many things~~Haha

1st of all is performance~
Last week, my school GPK Koko retire...So, said already is 'KoKo' then the uniform squad called to perform on the day he retire~ We train hard in one week..Everyday 7pm++ reach home from school...Very tiring~T^T But, after I take part in this performance,I realize that the distance between me and my senior are closer~Not only one but all of them.. I really happy with this~^^

2nd of all is exam~
Exam is coming next week~ This time is my 1st Form-4 exam.So I little bit scare or can say like I excited~== I don't know how the format is and I have to face up 4 new subjects...I scare I will fail this time because until now I haven't start study and do revision><~~

Last of all is camping~
This year me and my BSMM friends are organizing a camp and the date is set on 16-18 March 2011. So? Is coming soon~~We still have a lot of things need to prepare and we doesn't have enough time to do so~So we are rushing><~ What funny are,on 15th og March, we need to perform again.This time is for Singapore school visiting our school~~ And is worth it because who joining this performance can take international marks for Koko~^^Haha

And soo...life is going on like this~What can I conclude is this is my destiny and is my fate~So, is hardly to change something like thta better following it~^^

CNY~!!!

Activities on CNY~!





Reunion Dinner~:
Reunion~

feeding by frenz

bla bla bla~

Pubbing:

Hapi Rabbit CNY!!!~

Hahaha..Happy Chinese New Year to all my friends~^^ Hope all of you have a great year~!

Haha...my new year activities is fun~

Yesterday, I with my friends went to ate steamboat~! Eat until I felt little uncomfortable><~

Today, I helped my mother to clean up the whole house...So tired><>

same..with my friends went to pub~(LOL..1st time went to pub ><)Hahaha...nothing special happen...Just drink some beverage and playing with those friends~

......I starting feel lonely....Although hanging around with some friends,But they just can simply forget my appearance...This make me feel so sad.... Sometimes went out, I just sitting alone there,watching them joking and laughing at there but I just bluffing with myself...Like a stupid and foolish guy.... But anyway, I start to be used to this feeling... Then, I promise myself in this year, I must be optimistic!!!!! I must be~!!!! Lastly, again,Happy CNY to all of you~!!!^^

Some photo:

Opening Sparkling juice><~

My reunion dinner and my family~^

Steamboat~^^

My family~^

Tired~=[

Again.....have a long time didn't write post already. Today just forces myself come up here to write a simple post.

The homework and the education from school is bigger and harder~!!!!! Everyday wake up and open my eye,the 1st thing I remember is the work..Haiz...everyday made me dizzy @@

Yesterday I had my BSMM exam...Is quiet though....and I just had no more than one hour to do the revision.....I was soo scared.....Luckily was I passed the exam.....Hahahaha

Today, I just realize I didn't have any best friends...It wasn't I think too negative..But just those words were hurting me.....Those words just like a spears that flash up and stunk in my heart....I was enough for this...So I choose to be silence....You guys say me changed...It was false~! I didn't change at all.... Just I don't have the courage to go near to you guys....I scare the words will hurting me again.... Every time I force myself to smile and acting like nothing in front of you guys...But at that moment,my heart was soo hurt you know? Maybe, you guys just think I am too foolish and stubborn to think like this, But what can I say is..I really don't wanna get hurt anymore~!!!!! I already scare about it you know?!!!!




Sorry,just wanna to release my timid...But all of the words that I said it was true.....But anyway..I hope this all just a passing by in my life and I hope it will leave soon....PLEASE!

Busy yar~

Just open school one week, but I already busy until @@

Haha...my new journey just started one week ago...New life,new class and my new subject that had to learn it~>< Biology,Chemistry,Physic....and also Additional Mathematics...This four subject already turn me into burst mode==@@ But what can I do? This is my fate...nothing can do about it~~

Another things made me busy was the uniform squad...Cause this year is my form turn to organize the camp...and the camp is in March~!!! Just lefy 2 months++ only...Hope we can do it prefectly =] And ocy arh....please more active a bit a bit lar~Just a bit that enough....I know you doesn't give up this squad yet..cause you still doing a ajk job like bygone....But I just hope you can active more a bit....Cause we just left 14 member only.......It is very though to organize a squad by 14 person....

To the girl:
I told you before, a best friend won't be the best friends for others forever in his/her life...I know sometimes I used you up...But if you really don't want help me you can say...I won't blame you...I didn't mean that I don't want you,this friend., but just don't too emotional or attached to someone...Try to be mature now...ok? We still friend although not the close friend like past year~I hope you can understand....

..Haiz

Wah!!!!!It is going open school already!!! I don't know I should happy or sad...Happy for can gathering with all my friends again^^ Sad for need to study again...Haiz...

This holiday,I just working working and working....That day,I working at Prime City...that day is the most stupid day of my working days..That day is a indian wedding ceremony,well they quite fussy== And one of my friends he split up a bowl of shark fins soup!!!!Of course,sure been scolded by our manager...But that is ok..What is most stupid things they did are..the time to close is arrive..but they don't want to leave== Then our manger go to invite them to leave== Hahaha

Is going open school...Hope have a happy new year~XD

Wahahhahaha XD

Two good news...

1st:
Today PMR result released~!!! Hahhahaha,not bad la me...I got 7A1B.B is wad subject? My most poorest Chinese...What is funny was,my class teacher said to me when she 1st saw me:Aiya yan! awak miss satu! Then I ask her what I missed,she said forget== Then I nervous already.... Until I get the sheet...Just know my BC get B o.o But for me is not bad already lar...The crazy girl cry before she get the result, after she get straight A cry again==!!! Anyway Congratz her~!

2nd:
Yesterday is my uniform squad farewell...I like this farewell cause I feel much closer to all senior....And hope them have a bright future~!^^ We play water there, bbq ther and many more~!Quiet fun day~

Lastly, preparing for our next year study~! Hope you all start already because we really start already~^^ XD

今年.....

今年.

我上了早上班,

第一次读第一班.

今年..

我认识了两位傻婆,

常跟他们玩,聊天,

常一起出来温习功课,

常放学后一起吃饭.

很过瘾.

今年...

我参加了一个很活跃的制服团体,红星月会.

我也参加了人生第一次的生活营.

我也首次的被选为委员,

也尝试过了当委员的感觉.

今年....

我参与了PMR,

考前很紧张;

考后却无聊..

今年.....

家里发生了很多事情,

我店停止营业了..

家里收入不稳定.

今年......

我开始了我第一份工作

真正的帮人家打工

餐厅捧餐的和学徒..

虽然不是很辛苦,

但学了很多东西...

也乐在其中.

今年.......

我领了我第一份薪水.

也一瞬间的花完了,

不是乱花,

是帮补家用.

今年........

我生日过得最悲惨,

寿星们都哭了...

搞到没气氛了.

今年........

居銮电影院有了3D电影...

可惜我没金钱去体会.

今年.........

我去了P.Dickson玩,

不用我出一分钱,有点不好意思..

不过那里真的很美......

今年..........

我用了差不多3年的电话坏了...

伤心,

因为没钱修

也没钱买新的,

只好用回旧电话...

今年...........

我体会到了朋友们的虚伪,

觉得他们很坏

在我背后说我的不是

在我面前有虚伪的好

觉得他们很好

因为不让我知道

而且还愿意跟我沟通..

今年............

有一个笨小孩为了眼红我跟他暗恋的女子太好而针对我,

我觉得他好愚蠢..

什么都不敢光明正大的做,

而是偷偷摸摸在背后搞鬼...

今年,真的真的发生了很多事情.......我也学了很多很多东西

希望明年会更好....

感谢

最近很烦......

我家里出事了,出什么事?

我不想透露.

因为这件事,我爸妈吵架了

吵得很厉害...TT

厉害到我妈说要抛下我们...

她会这样说,不出其,

如果她真的这样做,我也不会怪他的...

她,

为这个家付出得很多很多

不是用耳朵听的

我亲眼看到的..

我爸他,

从我小时候开始

他就是这样

我也习惯了

只是,

对他有一点点的失望

如果有一天他们__,

我也不会伤心,

我只会觉得失望

他们也把我们的未来铺好路了..

虽然没本事攻我们读书

可是已经把办法想好了

对本人来说,

那些办法行得通...

不是去抢,偷,讨

而是靠着我们三兄妹的绊...

最近真的很失落

没人能和我分担这些烦恼

连我的知音人

因为少见面也变得陌生了...

现在,

这些全部

我都要以个人忍...

我相信我自己

我做得到~!

Long time....

Wah!!!! Long time no blogging already..Hahah~Well, I can't online.That the reason..But, today I lucky enough cause I hacked a line password XD Very bad isn't it?? Sorry to the host..I won't do anything that will harm your pc....

Ok,

Is holiday again...I almost start my holiday on NOV,almost 1 month ago...Feel soo lonely cause can't chat with my friends play with them and argue with them....Miss them soo much XD

Last last last Saturday I started my 1st work in my life><

Sad things,
That day, one of my friends tell me that others of my friends hate me while I saying about my job. When I heard, I shocked...I wanna share with them my excited .But they....SORRY TO ALL OF YOU! FROM NOW ON, I WON'T TELL ANYTHING MY THINGS TO YOU ALL! I choose silence from all of you....

While, thats the things I wanna share to all readers, and sorry to my faithful readers><>

Boring holiday =~=

Arh~!! Long time no online already~because my sis bring along the laptop with her to her college at K.L. She back here on Tuesday I think.. This week is Deepavali holiday,but very boring..My friends all went to vacation at Sunway and Genting,I can't follow them because I no money..T.T So sad.. Although is boring the life still going on....Everyday, I just bored on my shop, helping my mother here and there.. Luckily got a laptop acompany me..or else? I sure died== Hahahaha...no soo serious la..Kidding~This Wednesday my friends come back from their vacation,I wonder if that 2 'best' friends got buy anything for me or not... Feel happy that they back here safely.... Wish open school soon....Just left 2 weeks to holiday..I don't want>< Can't interacting with my friends, can't saw them..Haiz....Hate it..But what can I do...it can't be change==

Chicken Birthday

Today is my friend birthday~
Firstly:Happy Birthday to u,Chicken~! Hahahaa..

She invited few of her friends including me...we go Old Town cafe 'yam cha' Some of them eat...
After that, we go K-box for karaoke..They sing many songs at there...Although I didn't sing any but I still feel the excitement of the environment^^ At there, I learned something,I learned optimistic ...Tell the truth,I jealous again...although I know I can't jealous with you but I just can't hold on....That time I really angry and fad up..I so sad...But later I think,think why I jealous to u? After I tell myself to be more cheerful, I start to smile, I force myself to smile with you guys and laugh with you guys...But what is in my deep heart is.....I jealous but I feel really happy that can celebrate with you guys~^

That time you cried I try to console you..But someone seperate us...The someone just like the pacific ocean...So far....far until I can't reach you...Luckily,I hardly touched you...That moment I soo happy..I happy because I consoled you....That time you smile with me, the time u lean on me,my sadness all gone~

Maybe you didn't care me or anything else...But that is never mind..I know what u cry for. so that I wanna console you...Also, maybe you wont appreciate my kindness...Never mind, at least you treat me like your best friend thats enough....Thats made me feel very happy already~

Concluded , today I very happy....Happy that we all high together~

p/s: O.C.H don't tell nonsense ya~^

PMR finished..

PMR考完了,原以为我会很高兴会很轻松.但结果我没有...为什么每次考完都会变成酱??上次试考时也是酱,你知道我有多伤心吗?? 我以为考完试后我们会一起出去庆祝,我也存了些钱好让我花花.但结果我没收到你的邀请..你现在可能跟其他人在玩得很高兴,但我却一个人...

我懂你再怪我什么,我是特地不等你的,你跟他聊到那么高兴,我没理由去插一脚吧,反正他也会陪你走下来...算我眼红,算我吃醋.但我知道我没这个资格吃醋,所以我闷不吭声...我选择忍,因为我不想破坏你的心情...

考完试了,我也掉了几滴泪...因为我自做自收..我不怪你,因为是我的错...但我奢求你的原谅..对不起,能原谅我吗??

PMR starting~

After this holiday, my good 'friend' will start...Who is the good 'friend' I mentioned? Is PMR== Haha...It really coming...And I had already prepare 'well' But not to confident la~Hahaa~

To all friends..do well in PMR ya~! Hope we all success in this exam and rise to 4ST1 together~^^ Hope so~! Especially O.C.Y don't think your SEJ is good enough~ Work more harder~! Do more exercises~! After this most period you can freely go dating with your bf la~ Just do more harder in PMR ok?Hahaha..

Today, the O.C.Y and S.L.F give me a good PMR present...== Thanks to you guys arh~ But I not appreciated to accept it la...She...not suitable for me and I won't love her la...==

Lastly...ALL SUCCESS IN PMR~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

PMR 11 days~

PMR,this year most hardness exam I going have in this year and is almost arrive!!! 11days more! Although just left about 1 week,I should study very very hard right now, but I just relax right now..Not just me only, but almost all among my friends..Haha..Weired situation right??

These few days on school just keep doing revision,exercises....Quiet bored actually..But what can do? Is my fate==

Today,one of friends tell me that she know my secrete, and it is correct..She just tell me that 'she' already have boyfriend and call me leave 'her' alone..I just wonder, this question I got think before and I also got discuss with 'her'..But 'she' said is ok...no need to worry..If 'she' said like that...Then I ok...

I just don't wanna be a 'black-sheep' between them...If 'her' really feel I'm annoyed...I can leave.. But I wish this won't happen... 'You' can ignore me, never talk to me, or what else..I know 'you' have the reason..So I won't blame anythings.... (although sometimes I will jealous==)

Whatever, just wish our friendship will go on forever~^^ Don't give up me ya~><

Sad things, my parents..got illness..It will become serious sick..I very worry...And blamed why come at this time?! This time I need focus on my PMR..But I need to concern about them! I won't mind to take care them...and I would so!!! My mother blood capillaries around the heart contain oil&fats.. This make me concern...My father liver got problems.....Why??? Why now???
Someone help me=(