The homework and the education from school is bigger and harder~!!!!! Everyday wake up and open my eye,the 1st thing I remember is the work..Haiz...everyday made me dizzy @@
Yesterday I had my BSMM exam...Is quiet though....and I just had no more than one hour to do the revision.....I was soo scared.....Luckily was I passed the exam.....Hahahaha
Today, I just realize I didn't have any best friends...It wasn't I think too negative..But just those words were hurting me.....Those words just like a spears that flash up and stunk in my heart....I was enough for this...So I choose to be silence....You guys say me changed...It was false~! I didn't change at all.... Just I don't have the courage to go near to you guys....I scare the words will hurting me again.... Every time I force myself to smile and acting like nothing in front of you guys...But at that moment,my heart was soo hurt you know? Maybe, you guys just think I am too foolish and stubborn to think like this, But what can I say is..I really don't wanna get hurt anymore~!!!!! I already scare about it you know?!!!!
Sorry,just wanna to release my timid...But all of the words that I said it was true.....But anyway..I hope this all just a passing by in my life and I hope it will leave soon....PLEASE!
Today, I just realize I didn't have any best friends...It wasn't I think too negative..But just those words were hurting me.....Those words just like a spears that flash up and stunk in my heart....I was enough for this...So I choose to be silence....You guys say me changed...It was false~! I didn't change at all.... Just I don't have the courage to go near to you guys....I scare the words will hurting me again.... Every time I force myself to smile and acting like nothing in front of you guys...But at that moment,my heart was soo hurt you know? Maybe, you guys just think I am too foolish and stubborn to think like this, But what can I say is..I really don't wanna get hurt anymore~!!!!! I already scare about it you know?!!!!
Sorry,just wanna to release my timid...But all of the words that I said it was true.....But anyway..I hope this all just a passing by in my life and I hope it will leave soon....PLEASE!
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