Holidaying =~=

Second week of holiday...But I just feel boring...I wish the school is open soon><~
Well the 1st week of holiday is quiet fun because it fill all my time~!!

1st day and 2nd day:
Went to a camp...A sad but happy camp.../.\
I learn many things at there...Cooking,aiding...and more
I wish you guys won't left us behind...We need you...

3rd 4th 5th day:
At school,got activities...
Marching,AGM.....
I got a secretary...
Not too bad......XD

Then...
Now.....
My friends all went to vacation...
But I just helping my dad in shop...
Wonder why these days I become soo lazy...
Don't know why...??.??

Just...
Hoping school open soon
And my exam result won't too bad><~

Wakakaka~Is HOLIDAY~XD

Finally,The nightmare is gone....Now no more examination but just RELAX~~XD Hahaha~~
Today just the 1st day of the holiday...Well is quiet boring...

Yesterday I just went out with my friends to help one "unwelcome" friend to celebrate his birthday..Said already he is unwelcome but why us still celebrate for him? Because he is one of the committee member of our badge...We already promise each other to celebrate their birthday when it is arrive...So, we must full-filled our promises~XD

Not really fun because just finished our exam and all of us are tired....Those tired faces....Like a pig~LOL~XD But at least we celebrate together and by this we can made our friendship more stronger and better~

Holiday....activities are planned..
Monday and Tuesday have a camp
This camp are just for exam=~=

Next practice for marching.....
Practice for concert presentation.....
And need to think the formation of marching~@@

Haiz.....
They going to have their exam...
and they going to leave us....
I can't imagine how was the life without them....
Their smiles,their angriness,their voice is going to leave us....
I can't wonder the loneliness they left for us....

I scaring,,,, But we will do our best for the squad...and won't you guys disappointed ~

感谢

最近很烦......

我家里出事了,出什么事?

我不想透露.

因为这件事,我爸妈吵架了

吵得很厉害...TT

厉害到我妈说要抛下我们...

她会这样说,不出其,

如果她真的这样做,我也不会怪他的...

她,

为这个家付出得很多很多

不是用耳朵听的

我亲眼看到的..

我爸他,

从我小时候开始

他就是这样

我也习惯了

只是,

对他有一点点的失望

如果有一天他们__,

我也不会伤心,

我只会觉得失望

他们也把我们的未来铺好路了..

虽然没本事攻我们读书

可是已经把办法想好了

对本人来说,

那些办法行得通...

不是去抢,偷,讨

而是靠着我们三兄妹的绊...

最近真的很失落

没人能和我分担这些烦恼

连我的知音人

因为少见面也变得陌生了...

现在,

这些全部

我都要以个人忍...

我相信我自己

我做得到~!

Long time....

Wah!!!! Long time no blogging already..Hahah~Well, I can't online.That the reason..But, today I lucky enough cause I hacked a line password XD Very bad isn't it?? Sorry to the host..I won't do anything that will harm your pc....

Ok,

Is holiday again...I almost start my holiday on NOV,almost 1 month ago...Feel soo lonely cause can't chat with my friends play with them and argue with them....Miss them soo much XD

Last last last Saturday I started my 1st work in my life><

Sad things,
That day, one of my friends tell me that others of my friends hate me while I saying about my job. When I heard, I shocked...I wanna share with them my excited .But they....SORRY TO ALL OF YOU! FROM NOW ON, I WON'T TELL ANYTHING MY THINGS TO YOU ALL! I choose silence from all of you....

While, thats the things I wanna share to all readers, and sorry to my faithful readers><>

What stupid day~

Haiz...this morning, like usual..go to my dad shop for helping. But, this morning, after we open the shop, got 1 family come to eat. For us, sure welcome them..But, we just open our shop and the food sure need to cook, right? Then, the man say'Can you be more faster? I need to work' Wakao!!! You want to drink coffee at your home also need to wait the water boiled la! Stupid!

The story haven't end. Next, he paying bill, then he want resit..Sure, I can copy 1 more for him..Then he start saying 'Faster' again~ This made me feel confused..Then he need to pay RM30++ but he give Rm50, because of his 'Faster' I change back RM30 to him!!! Then my mum scold me... Because of him la...Hate!!!!!

p/s:he eat 30++,he paid 50. I should give back him 10++, but he 'faster' made me dizzy then I give back him 30==

T_T..sad

This week happened many things...Very sad things..

1st:
Haiz..I too mature,But I too stupid...Luckily, I woke up ealier, so won't get any hurt.. Friend better~

But also happen good things
My little bro these few days turn good, always sms me, call me..Hahaha very happy~^^

Holiday~=[

Exam?? FINISHED!!!! Arh...finally, can rest 2 weeks....Actually, I was going to vocation with my little bro again..but something happen to his family...So the trip cancel....Well, quiet feel sad to him...

K, about holiday life...Just going for activity on this 3 day...Then afternoon helping my mum at shop then night watch reborn! lo...

That is my life...I very very miss my friend and my bro...especially___><| Hahaha...wish us can gather faster soon...

See ya~!

Back~^^

Hush Hush...Back from the camp~!!Soo happy...

Haha..this year camp is my 1st time...quiet nice.Cooking together,play together~
I most impressed is those AJK acting in the 'detective games'! They are soo genius or well is very good in that performance..Last night,after fire camp, we play some creepy game.You guest wad?At 12 midnight...Ghost! Bingo! We walk on a dark road...no one at there..just us......then..suddenly a AJK pop up! The girls shout like hell~LOL~

What most funny is the 1st day,we got another game call 'ice-breaking'(don't know I got spell it wrong or not)..I and another friend win....But you know what is the prize? Is cat-walk!!! OMG!!!I just soo.....

Anyway~In this camp I learned quiet many things and I cleared about some people attitude...But is happy~

Sad is for I having exam after this 2 days!!! ARH!!!!><

I Love BSMM! I never regret to join this society..~muacks^^

Camp lo~!!!

Wow~Today I going for camping....I soo excited cause this is my 1st time to enter a camp...
Of course in the deep of excited contained the fear....

Haiz...This camp come in on a unsuitable time..cause afetr this camp,we all exam!!!I just haven't finish study and revison...sob*sob*

Haiz..Just hope I can cover this two things in the same times....GAMBATek!!

An unhappy Chinese New Year T.T

So soon...Chinese New Year are about to past..

Happy for:
1st day of New Year, I and some friends went to Fun Fair for playing and celebrating Valentine.. Haha 2nd day,I and my family go back to my Ah Ma house..There are a lot of fun...My 5 little small cousin playing around..They are so cute~
This year I got much ang pao..So happy

Sad for:
I hate my friends..Said already go others friends house to get ang pao but... they go with others!!!!! I hate them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

An unhappy Chinese New Year T.T

Haiz....what a unhappy Chinese New Year.....
Nothing to do at house
My parents arguing
My sis tempered her mind
Me don't know how to solve these family problems

What going on in my family....Haiz..
Now, left me only awaking
Others sleeping..

This not a blessed New Year!!!
I hate it!!!!

PC broke......

These few days..I won't update my blog cause my idiot computer broke already... Wait untill my pc heal bah~..

Sorry for any incoviniance....
><

Hehe.....^^

Tomorrow~Going Malacca... Finally, I can feel free to have a vacation!! Both of my parents already good a bit... I no need worry them much! =P

What make me to make new post today is....... I do muffins myself!!! Unbelievable? Haha Is TRUE!!!!! Actually 80% is I made then the others 20% is.... My dad teaching me beside....
But, all the ingredients I prepare myself, buy myself, measure myself..... Is little bit hard~ hehe

But...I successful to bake the muffin.... My mum and 1 aunty say very good... But my strict daddy said "You baked butter cakes not muffins!!!" sob*sob*... But anyway.. I still happy with my result! Haha~

Want try some? Nah....
This all baked by me!!

This also!!!

This either!

Sad or Happy? sigh*

Haiz....Finally I can have a vacation to Malacca in this boring holiday. I really happy cause I can go play and my mother nearly agree to let me go..... But..these days...my parents argue.....They have a cold war... When I saw this, I didn't feel good... I don't know want to go or not..

If I go...I will worry about them...
If I didn't go....I will sad and unhappy...

Why???The God always play with me....How hard to choose.. Either go or no go.... Is HARD!!!!!
Someone help me please......
T.T >.<

Kampung Lifes..~

Today( actually is yesterday but already past 12am) I go to my bro's grown up kampung. His mum call me go one... but I agree.. is fun a lot.
We go see his grandpa being"AiDiSheng" creating somethings... I don't know what he making^^
See his grandma chatting with her child ..
Then we go to his grandpa house play PC... I actually hate it!!! Cause what a nice chance to enter a beautiful village...So I just wanna to enjoying the beauty of this scene..But..what can I do? I just follow my bro....

But, anyway...Is FUN~~~

Next, his mother call me to dinner again....BUT!!!! My mad mum don't let me go!!! I really hate her! I just wonder why?? Why, she don't let me go???

I feeling soo sad...=(

Swimming^^

Yesterday ( actually is today but alreadt past 12am), I go swim with my little brother! Finally, I used up some of my energy....
At start, I just phone him say I need his help. After that, he ask me want to go or not.I confuse, I just regret to phone him... but at lasy i promise him..
We swim about 2-3 hours then go back.His mother want to treat me dinner, but my mum already cooked in house.So, she call me go home (she also a mother at all). Sad.....cant eat dinner with them...T.T
The hand after swimming( Just for fun)

Friends?

Today, still in holiday>.<. I go out with friends. This 2 guys not the really best friends of mine. But thet still fine with me. We go eat lunch, play games and walk here then walk there. Haha. When I going toilet, I meet 2 of my primary school friends. They shock when saw me( Maybe I changes already) I also look at them. I wanna say "HI" to them, but they quickly run away.... sob*sob* I just wondering are we friends?

Seccond, is some my secondary school friends, I also meet them at the mall. But, when we meet, they never talk to me....They just thinking I am plasticine..... sob* again... They talking to my others 2 friends. They maybe too clever or maybe they are same uniform squad, but I don't think they can just annoying those friends beside them!!!! At school also like that.... Sometimes, I thinking are we really know each other??

Whatever, I also have my precious friends in my life.....They know when I am sad, angry and happy. I also know theirs. We share all ours happy things, matters. We also often go out together, have fun together. Although sometimes we will argue, but we will good back..

Just hope those my friends will happy and healthy forever! ^^

Form 3....coming!!!!!

This week, I start my tution class.....haiz...Form 3 coming soon~PMR? My bad dream... also coming.....

Still in holiday, and I don't know what should I do..... Bored at house only....

Haiz.........missing~ Sometime feel bad after sms/phone with the people....

I don't know want write what in my blog...cause nothing happen. Just hoping someone will take me to vacation!!!!!!!

BORED!!!!!!!

Happy Birthday to U.... [Holiday is sooo boring]

Today is my bro birthday~ We go out for celebrate. But not much fun and interesting. We just go sing K and walk on the street and eat PizzaHut. I feel apologize to him... Cause when I birthday, he spent his money to buy somethings for me, eat somethings expensive with me... But, today, I just gift him a jigsaw puzzle that I have completed by myself. Then NOTHING! I didn't buy things, buy foods for him... Cause I no money....... Sorry bro...I feel uncomfortable.

Next is, holiday!!!!!! Hate hate hate!!!!! Everyday at house...nothing to do. Spend all my time with my pc...play Facebook, Dragonica....Juzt do the same things!!!!

That day, just flash back my memory, about 1 friend of mine. I and him was very best friend from primary school. Untill secondary school. We sure go to the same school. But his mother, want him to change to S.T.K cause his UPSR result is good. he tried to refuse, but failed. So, we lost our connect. Luckily, I found his number, then we contact with SMS. But, 1 day I argue with him.. Cause i promised will fetch him to the mall, but i didn't do that.. We argue then didn't contact each other....Untill I know, he emigrant to Singapore... I feel soo sad.... my best friend...already gone~ That day, I saw him at shopping mall. I don't know he saw me or not but when I saw him, I really want to speak with him! But I couldn't!!!!! Now~I didn't have his number or others contacts...T.T

CB!!!!

Holiday again... yesterday go out with my friends and my bro. Quiet long no saw them le... We go sang Karaokee and shopping. Is fun.. Today, me and some of my classmate go visit my class teacher house cause is HARI RAYA!!! We eat soo many things at there and playing around. Before we go back, teacher give us "green pau" haha... After that, I ask my friends want go where some say go K-Box some say go home. We all agree go home, but a CB kid say want go K-Box. We all say no money and call him sponsor but he don't want. Then.... because of him... we all argue and seperate. You go your ways, I go mine! HATE HIM!!!! I swear!! I won't go out with him anymore..